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I.Hate.You

I hate how I feel about you. I hate that I feel so safe in your arms. I hate that I love the way you smell when you walk past me. I hate how I get those butterflies everyt ime I see you. I hate how I have to muster up the courage to talk to you. I hate that you don't notice these things.

I hate how bad I want to be with you. I hate how bad I want to be in your arms. I hate how bad I want to hold your hands. I hate how bad I want you to call me your girl. I hate how bad I want to be able to call you my boyfriend.

I hate how much I ache when I see you. I hate the little lump in my throat that I get. I hate it when I toss and turn at night wondering what's different between her and me. I hate that you said you respected me when I told you I like you, yet you don't respect me enough for the damn truth.

I HATE YOUR BULLSHIT.

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Posted on 09/23/2008 9:19 PM Visits: 63
beatofthedrum: 09/23/2008 10:45 PM
Awwwwww hun...... :-( *wishes she could hit him cus of the pain you feel... he is too stupid to notice how wonderful you are* *hugs and never lets go..... hmmmm wonders that could be an issue when going to bathroom... hmmm or walking through small doors*
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octoberxlove: 09/24/2008 8:30 PM
beatofthedrum said:
Awwwwww hun...... :-( *wishes she could hit him cus of the pain you feel... he is too stupid to notice how wonderful you are* *hugs and never lets go..... hmmmm wonders that could be an issue when going to bathroom... hmmm or walking through small doors*
Thanks sweetie. He just messaged me about this, and I think it finally sunk in that he will never fucking want to be with me....
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