If I could dream at all, it would be about you.

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

"Okay, people!! Rules for tonight!" Smith cupped his hands around his mouth to create a megaphone sound, "You guys can go into the crowd and watch us perform AFTER you are finished!"

"YEAYA!" October shouted and high-fived Kristin, who was beside her. Kristin was wearing black skater shorts and a tight, dark, purple midriff shirt with a two electric guitars making an 'x', which showed off her belly-button ring. I looked up and noticed that she was looking at me, and I quickly looked off.

"BUT, you have to STAY TOGETHER, and you can't go in the mosh pit OR crowd-surf!"

"WHAT?! That means no fun!" October protest, only half-kiddingly. Smith walked over and wrapped his arms around her.

"But, it does mean that you will be a bit safer. And your safety is all I care about." He bent down and kissed her. October slid her hands up to his neck. I looked at Kristin and blushed. We were so close to that. Adam threw a towel at the couple, yelling "Get a room all ready!" Smith pulled away from October and whispered:

"Just a sec, baby," and sprinted after Adam, who was taken by the surprise of the attack.

"Ahh!" he yelped when Smith tackled him to the ground. They restled for a bit, then somehow, some way, Adam got free from Smith's grasp and ran. He ran FAST, both of them laughing.

"I thought you guys were supposed to be warming-up." I was startled by a female voice. I was so focused on Adam and Smith's chase, that I hadn't realised Kristin had walked up to me. I laughed, partly because of embarresment, partly because what she said was funny.

"Yeah, 'supposed to' is the key phrase," I responded.

"Well, Adam looks like his getting a good work-out, if that counts for any thing," she stated laughing. Smith was still going as fast as ever, and apperently October joined the chase. And I was geussing Adam didn't know that, seeing as he was focused on getting away from Smith, he hadn't seen October ahead of him. He realised he was being double teamed about three seconds too late. Smith was behind him and October was in front of him, and Hunter's base was on the left side of him. He tried to go right, but October reached out and grabbed his arm, pulling him down, and Smith takled him from behind. The trio fell to the ground with a loud thud.

"Oooooh, that had to hurt," Hunter and I said in unison.

"Adam, you okay?" Kristin asked, "'Cause we don't really need you to be hurt right before a show!"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Fine, except for my dignity," he said, putting on a pouty face. Everyone laughed as Smith held out his hand for Adam. He excepted and Smith pulled him up.

"OPENING BANDS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ON NOW!" The security gaurd, Harry, yelled.

"Aw, shit!" Kristin muttered.

"What?" I asked, concerened.

"I haven't put on my eyeliner!"

<--He's rainbow-y!

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!*

We TOTALLY it rocked out, and the crowd was really into us. We walked off stage, and let AFI and My Chem take the spotlight. Frankie did a round-off and a cart-wheel onto stage. The crowd went crazy. I laughed.

"That Frankie!" I exclaimed and kissed Smith.

"Remember guys, NO MOSH PIT OR CROWD SURFING AND STAY TOGETHER!"

"Yes, mother!" Kristin responded smartly. Shelly, Mariah, Jean, Kristin, and the others, and I walked out the door. Harry knew us, so he let us in the crowd.

"OMIGOD, you guys are the opening bands, right? Death and Despair and Broken Hearts and Poisened Roses? Right?!" A girl with about ten facial peircings, black lipstick, and dark blue hair asked us.

"Yeah, we are," I said proudly. She screamed even louder and asked for our autographs.

"Haha, we ain't even famous and we have fangirls!" I laughed.

"We aren't even GUYS and we have fangirls!" Shelly responded.

"Hey, said Robert, "I'm a guy!"

"You sure about that?" Jean said kiddingly.

"Want me to prove it?"

"NO!" Mariah and I shouted together. We all laughed. The two bands were performing "Teenagers". We started to have fun and messed with each other. The whole crowd was moving around. You know how it goes; everyone changes places, you end up about a bizzilon feet away from where you were at first in about twenty minutes later. So somehow we found our place in the mosh pit. I realized where we were and tried to get the others' attention. But then I realized that we had spread apart, and I can't find anyone. I panicked as I tried to find people, but I guy pulled me from behind and threw me into an open circle. Then next thing I knew was that guys everywhere were running into me and each other. I fell over and about twelve people fell on top of me. I hurt so bad. I felt arms being wrapped around me and pull me out of it. Tears stung my eyes.

"You alright?" I turned around and saw Smith.

"Yeah," I choked out, "We didn't even realize- I mean-"

"Alright, alright, we'll sort this out later. Were are the others?" he asked. I shrugged.

"I have no idea," I answered and lowered my head. He cupped my chin, "It's alright, it's okay." He held me, and then I heard him whisper, "No fucking way!" I turned and saw what he did. Kristin was crowd surfing. She looked like she was having the time of her life. I looked up at the stage and saw Davey looking at her. He seemed very angery.

"Let's go get the others, alright?" Smith said. I nodded. Mariah, Shelly, and Jean were all together. Adrianna, Robert, Ebony, and Samantha were together. We finally found Kristin at the front.

"Come on, let's go." Smith commanded. We all climbed over the rail and went backstage right the show was coming to an end. Smith told us to sit on the sofa and chairs and to wait until he got back. We sat in silence. The door slammed open and Davey walked in angily.

"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?!" he shouted. None of us said a word. "You were SPECIFICALLY told not to go in the mosh pit," he looked at Kristin," OR crowd surf!" She lowered her head.

"You could've been hurt, you could've been seriously hurt, Kristin."

"Why are you just yelling at me? I'm not the only one who went into the mosh pit!" Kristin yelled back, getting on her feet. And going up to Davey.

"You are the only one you crowd surfed!" He responded

"You do it all the time!"

"Well, we told you not to!"

"Yeah, news flash, you aren't my dad!"

"Maybe not, but that doesn't I don't care about you!"

"Why DO you care so much?"

"Why do I care?" he asked her, running his hand through his bangs, "maybe because you are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, maybe because I've cherished every minute I've spent with you!" tears slowly started to run down his face. It was all finally coming out. "Or maybe it's because I love you!"

This one is dedicated to Kristin, 'cause she wouldn't quit bugging me about it!! JK, I love you, Miss Kristin Q!!!

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

"Kristin, oh, Kristin! Where art thou?" I sang out loud to her. I heard her cute little giggle, and followed the sound of it. She was in the bathroom of the tourbus, putting glitter in her hair.

"I art in hethier, my dearest, Davey!" She responded and we both laughed.

"You're a dork, Davey," she said, spraying my bare chest with glitter.

"Hey!" I picked her up and walked to the bedroom right by the bathroom and lightly tackled her onto the bed.

"Ahh!" she screamed, laughing. I picked up my head and looked at her. God, she was beautiful.. She laughed  and ran her hand through my hair.

"I think you should dye it black again," she commented softly. I rested my head on her shoulder and closed my eyes.

"Maybe," I mumbled

"I just wanna sleep right her with you and skip the damn show," I whispered to her. She started to stroke my hair.

"Wow, I feel really special," she said lightly, laughing. I picked my head up and looked at her. Her eyes were closed. I felt the courage to tell her how I felt. She opened her eyes and looked at me. Right at that moment, I lost it. Of course.

"We better start on your eyelashes," I said getting up; pulling Kristin right along with me. I embraced her.

"I never, ever want to let go, Kristin," I finally said.

*SMITH'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

"Okay, people, get sadled up! Another show, one of the last ones!" I called out to anyone who was listening. Aparently no one was. I shrugged and kissed October, who was right beside me, holding my hand.

"I need to go grab my picks real quick, just a sec, k?" she told me, pulling me into another kiss, then running off. Okay, I told myself, gotta grab Hunter's bass, then we're good. So I took it and unloaded it so it was ready for Hunter.

"Smith, Smith!" I heard a female voice behind me. I turned and it was October. She ran into my arms.

"Guess what?" she said, excitedly.

"The President got caught having an affair with an alien from Jupiter?!"

"No, this is serious! I just saw Kristin and Davey laying together in the back bedroom of our tourbus!"

"You serious? No joke?" I asked, surprised.

"No joke!" I was shocked. Kristin and Davey?! Damn, Davey hasn't looked at another woman since the bad break-up!

"Well, okay, then. I said.

"'Okay, then'? That's all you have to say?!" October said. I laughed and kissed her.

"Let's get ready for the show, alright?"

"FINE!"

• Sorry there wasn't pictures, my thingy wouldn't upload any. :'[

*GERARD'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

I held out the gold ring with two diamonds in the shape of hearts that had Mia and Gerard ingraved on the inside. I just had to wait for her answer. She looked like she was thinking about it. Oh, SHIT! I hope she doesn't reject me! I panicked.

"Yes!" she blurted out. "Oh, God, yes! Yes, yes, YES!" I slipped the ring on her finger and pulled her into a hug. We stood there for a little while just holding each other.

"I never want to let go of you, Mariah. Never, ever." I lifted my head and kissed her tenderly. I egan to sing:

"I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead."

She started to cry; I held her closer. She continued:

"'Cause I see you lying next to me
 With words I thought I'd never speak
 Awake and unafraid,
 Asleep or dead."

I joined her and we began to sing together.

"'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid,
Asleep or dead."

We sang at the top of our lungs.

"'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead."

We ended and Mariah kissed me. "I love you so much, Gerard."

"I love you too, Mia."

"The others are gonna freak as soon as we tell 'em."

"They are, aren't they?" I thought about it, laughing.

"Well, we best be headin' in. It's starting to get dark." I nodded, looking up at the sky. I took her hand and we walked up to the tourbuses, newly engaged.

*BOB'S POINT OF VEIW!!

Gerard just announced he and Mia were getting married. And yet, I still could not get Shelly to speak more than three words to me. I absolutly hated this. Davey walked to me and sat by me on the bench in the park across form the tourbuses.

"You wanna talk about it?" he asked me.

"About what?" I asked bitterly, not making eye contact with him. 

"You and Shelly?"

"There's nothing to talk about."

"Liar. You already said you would tell me." I recalled what he was talking about and realized he was right. I had said I would tell him. I sighed deeply.

"Spill." he commanded softly. I swallowed and began my story.

"Well, to start it off, I had kissed Shelly at the grocery store-" Davey was looking at me blankly. "the one a few weeks ago, remember?"

"Oh, yeah, sorry." I started again.

"Well, I kissed her and realized that I wasn't ready for a relationship- I mean period, not just with her. And the next day, I told her we just needed to forget about it. The kiss, I mean. I basically told her I didn't want to be with her, which is untrue! Then she went for a walk and hurt her leg. I felt so, so bad. And now she won't tell the the damned time of day!" I finished angrily.

"Well.." Davey started. "You have quite a dilimma." I sighed.

"Yeah, I do." Davey patted my back and got up.

"I promised Kristin I would help her with putting on her fake eyelashes," he informed me. I laughed.

"What?"

"It's just funny to think that a man is better at doing eyelashes than a girl is."

"Oh, you just suck it!" Davey said laughing, walking in the direction of their tourbus. I sighed. If only Shelly would give me another chance.

*JEAN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

It was a few days after Shelly's birthday. We all had fun that day. It was incredible! I was in My Chem's tourbus. I was in the "bedroom" in the back. If you can call it that. It was a little bigger than the twin bed that was pushed up against the wall. Oh, well, it was fine with me. I heard a knock at the door.

"Yes?" I answered. Mikey came in. I smiled.

"Hey," he said, "Mind if I lay with you?" I shook my head.

"No, of course not." I flipped over onto my side so we could both lay there comfortably. He layed with his back toward me, and I drew my arm over him.

"I love you," he blurted out. I was a little shocked at the suddenness. But I smiled.

"I love you too, Mikey," I responded honestly. He turned his head toward me and kissed me. I kissed back. He turned his whole body toward me and wrapped his arm around me. He pulled away and started to kiss my neck. He ran his hand gently on to my breast. He looked at me, and asked: "May I?"

"Yes," I answered. With that, he then ran his hand up my shirt. I flipped again over on to my back and he slid on top of me. He gently ran his hand to my back in order to unfasten my bra. He fiddled with it for a while and still couldn't get it undone.

"Dude, what the hell?" he exclaimed. I laughed at him. "Smooth, Mikey!"

"Here," I offered. I sat up and he wrapped his arms around me as I found the little clips and undid them.

"There you go, loser," I playfully joked. I took off my black tank top and my orange bra and set them on the floor, then took Mikey's shirt off.  I leaned back on to the bed. Mikey pressed his lips on to my breasts. I moaned softly. I slid my hand down to his jeans and unzipped them. He pulled them off so he was only in his boxers.

"You have a beautiful body, Mikey," I whispered in his ear.

"As do you, Jean," I carressed his back with my hands. He found my lips and we kissed hungrily. He slipped off my skirt and started to caress my body with soft kisses. I returned the favor and when I got my way down to his erection, gently moved my mouth over it. He moaned with pleasure.

"God, Jean!" he said. He sat up suddenly and layed me on the bed on my back. Then he slid off my underwear, and I let him have the most percious thing I could. My virginity.

*MARIAH'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

Gerard and I were walking by the lake down the hill from the tourbuses. It was really beautiful. I looked up at Gerard. He looked at me.

"What?" asked, laughing.

"Oh, nothing," I replyed, "just thinkin' how lucky I am to be with you." I smiled. He slid his hand into my hair and kissed me. I kissed him back.

"I love you," I whispered.

"I love you to, Mariah," he responded, dropping to his knee, pulling out a diamond ring.

"That's why I want you to marry me."

*SHELLY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

"Happy Birthday to you, happy Birthday to you..." Davey lead our group in song for me. We were outside of the tourbus after a consert. I felt so, so happy.

"Blow out your candles!" October said excitedly. She was sitting on Smith's lap.

"Yeah," the others agreed. I nodded.

"Okay, I will," and I shut my eyes, made a wish with all of my heart, and let out a stream of breath to conquer the candles.

"What'd you wish for?" Kristin asked. Davey was sitting right beside her.

"Oh, come on, you know that I can not tell you, or else it won't come true!" I told them as if they asked me to give up the Holy Grail.

"You're not any fun!" October said.

"Your face!" I responded. And she chucked a peice of cake at me. I gasped. And then threw one back. And so started the food fight. Then we all decided that food throwing was not fun enough for us, which led to the wrestling. Ray, Mikey, and were all on me. Kristin was tackling Davey.  I sighed happily.

"I love you guys!" I said.

"Aww, we loveth you as well." October responded, pulling me into a tight hug.

"GROUP HUG!" Smith yelled. And then we felt all of everyon'es arms squeezing us. And even I wouldn't get a hand on my birthday wish, I couldn't want anything more than what I had.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHELLIKENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*KRIS'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I absolutly could NOT belive that October had gotten a hand on those tickets! I mean, I write for the local newspaper, Kristin worked at Everyone's Beautiful, which is her own beauty parlor, and October own her own boutique called The Darker Side of it All, which has dark, gothic clothes, make-up, hair accesories, and jewelry. We all really like it. Before it was October's, it was some nail place that didn't get any buisness. So October got it. 

"Hey, Kris?" October called out from here room.

"Hey, what?" I answered, sipping my coffee. October poked her head over the corner and asked, "Have you seen my red-and-black-checkered Vans?" I thought
 for a couple seconds.

"No, actually, I haven't. But your purple-and-black ones are under your bed."

"Oh, okay, I guess those will work." She shrugged and walked off.

"Hey, October?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you go ahead and wake up Kristin?"

"Will do!"

"Thankies!" I sipped some more of my warm, tasty coffee. I wonder if Jade drinks coffee. I thought, randomly. I laughed out loud at my strange thought.

"What?" October asked coming into the room. She was wearing her black AFI zip-up hoodie, zipped up to her breast, her black Breast Cancer shirt that read "Pink Ribbon", her black jeans with a rip below the right knee, and her Vans. I laughed a little and shook my head a bit.

"Oh, nothing!"

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

"Hey, Kristin?" Someone was saying softly and shaking my shoulder. I groaned and turned over. It was October.

"Hey, you have to go to work in an hour." I looked at my watch, which (surprise, surprise) had Davey Havok on it. October bought it for me for Christmas. It read 10:00.

"No." I said and covered my face with my blanket. October laughed.

"Yes," she said walking out of the room. I stayed in bed for a little while longer. Then I got up, made my bed, got dressed in my Medic Droid t-shirt, black skinny-jeans, and a pair of shoes that October designed for me that were red-and-black-checkered and had the AFI logo on the top. I loved them, because they were the one of the three only pairs of shoes like them. Kris, her and I had them, except for Kris's were pink-and-black and October's were black-and-purple. So, basically, these shoes were a one-of-a-kind. I smiled as I pulled them on. I went to the mirror and and laughed because October put a sticky-note on there that said, 'I love you more than you love Davey!'. She was ALWAYS doing things like that for me and Kris. Then I put my hair into pig-tails. I usually do that for work, though I don't know why. It's not like I have to or anything.

"'Bye, Kristin!" Kris called from the living room.

"'Bye! Hey, wait- Is October still here?" I asked, running into the room.

"Nah, she had to fly, that's why she left you a sticky-note"she respoded, looking at her watch, "Ooh, gotta go!" She informed me and headed toward the door.

"Be ready for tonight!" she reminded me as she closed the door behind her. Then I remembered.

We were going to the Blaqk Audio consert tonight!

IDK if this has to be in order, so it is not, k??

10. Powerman 5000

9 Aiden

8 30 Seconds to Mars

7 Fall Out Boy

6. Panic! At The Disco

5.The Used

4. Queen

3. Green Day

2. My Chemical Romance (!!!)

1. AFI (!!!)

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"I can't belive you got a hold of these!" Kris screamed at me.

"Hey, hey-I know you wanna see 'em, but please don't blow out my eardrums!" I answered, covering my ears.

"Wait 'till Kristin sees these!"

"See what?" Kristin asked, yawning. It was 11:32 in the morining, and she was just waking up. She had on Plow-pop pj pants and an AFI shirt. Kris had on booty shorts with hearts on them and a purple spagetti-strap. I had on Nightmare Before Christmas pj shorts and a My Chemical Romance shirt that didn't cover my belly-button. We were all in the apartment we share. We have been great friends since we were all teenagers. Kris is the oldest, I was in the middle, and Kristin is the baby in our "family". She was only a year younger than me. I held up the items in my hand to show her. Her eyes widened instantly.

"You got tickets to Blaqk Audio?!?" She screamed just as loud as Kris. I nodded. She ran over and tackled me. Kris joined in. We all tumbled around for a while untill we heard a knock on the door.

"Come in!" I answered. The manager, Jakob, walked in. He saw us three sprawled out on the floor and raised an eyebrow. We laughed.

"I've gotten quite a few complaints from other tennants," he informed us in his formal, British accent. We laughed even harder.

"We are sorry, we just got excited," Kris told him.

"Well, please don't scream bloody murder," he said.

"Will do!" I said, saluting. Jakob laughed, closing the door behind him. We huddled together and giggled from excitement.

THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO KRISTIN AND SHELLY!!!!

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"So I was all like, 'Uh, I don't think so!' and she DARED to say, 'Don't go there girlfriend!' I was all like, 'Uh-uhh! Oh, no she didn't!" Adrianna entertained us with her preppy voice on the bus to Sacramento. She was sitting on Jade's lap. We all laughed, and Davey choked on his coffee.

"Dude it wasn't that funny!" Kristin said as Davey continued to cough to get his coffee down.

"Haha, Dave's dying!" Smith joked around. I was sitting on his lap. I leaned my head up and kissed him.

"What was that for?" he asked. I shrugged.

"IDK!"

"Works for me!" he responded leaning forward and kissing me passionately. We kissed for a while .

"You guys need air you know." Kristin informed us. I pulled away from Smith's lips and looked at her.

"Don't go there girlfriend!" I told her in a preppy voice. The driver, Josh, started to pull over the bus. We were already there.

"Woo-hoo!" shouted Smith "Another show, a new memory!"

*SHELLY'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

"Feel that power, whoa, ho ho, feel that power, whoa ho!" Davey and Gerard's voices sang Totalimmortal together. Our group watched from backstage. THEY were watching the two bands. I was watching Bob. I still thought he was every bit as beautiful as he was when I first started to like My Chemical Romance. I also thought how mean-hearted he was for telling me it wouldn't work. We didn't even try!! Why would he do that to me!? I thought. I felt all my anger bubble up inside me. I left and went to the bathroom and cryed. Hard. I heard a soft knock at the door. October walked in.

"Hey, babes, what's goin' on?" She asked me softly, pulling me into a hug.

"Bob and I kissed at the store that time we all went a few weeks back, and that day when I ran and hurt me leg, he told me it wouldn't work out. That's why I went for a run."

"Oh, babes, it's gonna be fine." October consoled me.

"No it won't! I wouln't end up with Bob! Everyone gets their happy ending, but me!" I cryed even hard. I felt like such a baby! I couldn't belive I was spilling tears over a GUY! I've never done that!

"I can't belive he did this to you!" October said.

"You know what?" I asked her.

"Huh?"

"He isn't worth my tears. He isn't worth it at all!"

"Damn straight!" We high-fived and I pretended to be over Bob. Even though I wasn't.

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"You did great, as always!" I said as I jumped into Davey's arms. I regreted it instantly.

"Eww! You're sweaty!" I shouted.

"Haha, yeah, jumpin' all over that stage could be considered a work out!" he told me.

"May I have another hug?" he asked me.

"How 'bout NO?" I answered. He grinned devilishly.

"Don't you dare David Anthony Marchand!" But he did dare. He started to chase me. I ran as fast as my legs would go, but he was faster. He caught up to me a flung his arms around me and we both fell over. We both started to laugh.

"I hate you!" I said.

"No you don't." he laughed as he got up and held his hand out to me. I took it and he pulled me up. I laughed a little a fell into him arms. I didn't care about the sweat, I just wanted to feel his arms around me. We both watched Adrianna walk over to Jade and kiss him.

"You did great, hun." she told him.

"Can I have a hug?" he asked.

"Not with all that sweat, no!" she exclaimed, but hugged him anyway. Smith and October stared at Davey and me.

"You guys are dorks," October said.

"Yep!" I laughed, looked up into Davey's eyes. I loved them; they were a beautiful, dark brown.

"K, peeps, load into the buses, 'cause we've got another show tomorrow!" Smith commanded.

Okay people, so I'm starting a new fanfic! It's a new Blaqk Audio one. Here is the information you need to know:

Kristin Quinn:

Age: 21 Kristin and I have been best friends for eight years. She now has black hair with alternating red and purple streaks. She has the black lip ring on the left side of her bottom lip that all three of us got together as a friendship sign.

Kris Halpayne:

Age: 26 Kris is a good, mutual friend of Kristin and I. She is short, has blue eyes, and blonde hair with pink streaks. She has the black lip ring the right of her bottom lip. Her ex-boyfriend was abusive and will not leave her alone. She will end up with Jade.

October Smith (me):

Age: 22 I have blue eyes and black har with alternating red and purple streaks. Kristin and I got it done together. My dad molested me for a few years. I'll end up with Smith.

How we met:  Kirstin and Kris are both VERY good frinds of mine. We all met on buzznet and then went to an AFI consert to meet each other when we were still teenagers. We've been roomates and unsepirable ever since.

Davey:

Jade:

Smith:

Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends

"Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
"Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps

His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away;
their grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned

I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
"Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?

His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but im not fast
"O Daddy please, i love you"

His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground

I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
"O Daddy please you win you win!"

I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
"Daddy your hurting me please"
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg

Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tieing my hands together; moving in and out
"Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans

They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide well
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside

I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
Theyve already made me hurt and bleed

I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?

Finally they get off and lie me on the sofa
My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
They play with them selfs; all over me
Rub it in; making me feel the shame

"Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
"Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
"Is that all you have in your heart to say?"

He puts my nightie on me
he walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more

"Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace

I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
"Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because im so scared he wanted more

But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot

I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
"Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight

I begged daddy "Please no more!"
All he could say "Shut up you stupid piece of SHIT!"
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said, "I love you so much"

He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
"Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
I was dead
After only one swing..........................

*BOB'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!*

I felt lower than shit. Even after we found out Shelly was going to be fine, that she just needed a cast for a few weeks. I can't belive I was the one who had hurt her. It is three days after she woke up, but she barley speaks to me unless she has to. Everyone has notice, but hasn't said anything. I've tryed to reason with her, but she won't let me. I hate getting the cold shoulder, especially from her. I don't know why I felt this way. Maybe this would've worked out and we would've been together for a while. Who knows? But it isn't going to happen now.

"We have to go in an hour," Davey's voice trailed into the hotel room. He had just gotten out of the shower and so far only got his jeans on.

"Hey," he sat down beside me.

"Hmm?" I responded, not looking him in the eye.

"What's going on with you and Shelly?"

"Nothing!" I responded too quickley.

"That's a lie."

"No it's not." I stood up angrily.

"Hey, it's just me- Just Davey."

"Okay, but I'll tell you after the show, I don't feel like it now." I grabbed my drumsticks and left before he had a chance to reply.

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

I knew something was up with Bob and Shelly, but I had absouluty no idea what. I felt soft arms wrap around my stomache. A smile formed across my face. I didn't have to see who it was. It was Kristin.

"Hello, Kristin!" I said happily.

"How'd you know it was me!?" she asked incridiculusly.

"You and Jade are the only people who wrap their arms around me. And your arms aren't very hairy, so that knocks out Jade and leaves you," I said as I turned in her arms and hugged her. I loved the smell of her hair. It was pear-y. She laughed when I finished my explination. I loved her laugh as well.

"Are you ready for the consert?" I asked her.

"Haha, I don't know, are YOU?" she teased with me. She looked into my eyes.

"I want a cookie!" Jade announced his presence. He looked at Kristin and I in each other arms.

"Woah! Bad timing?"

"Not really, but very random timing!" Kristin answered.

"Haha," I laughed,"THAT is very true."

"Hey, what happened to your "all-Nerds-diet"? she asked him. Letting go of me and hugging him.

"I got tired of 'em. Now I'm on a all-cookie-diet!"

"Haha, we'll see how long this last!" Kristin declared and returned to my arms. I gladly embraced her.
She was truly beautiful.

"PEOPLE!" Smith yelled, "LET'S HIT THE ROAD--AGAIN!"

*SHELLY'S POINY OF VEIW!!!!!!*

I woke up in the hospital. My head was still fuzzy and I wondered why the hell I was there anyway. Then I remembered. Bob didn't want to be with me. I cryed. Hard. I didn't know what to do. I wanted him. I wanted him badly. I tried hard to get off the bed, but my leg hurt. I looked around. But no one was there. Where is everyone? I thought. Why aren't they here? They should've been there when I woke up. But they weren't. I was crushed. I cried myself to sleep.

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!*

"Okay everyone, our friend is in the hospital down the street. She was injured in a little accident, and we wanna give her a surprise. So you have to listen carefully, okay? We are gonna walk down to the hospital and MCR and AFI are gonna sing a song for her. K, let's go," Kristin said. She looked so beautiful. The green spot light caught her in just the right angle. Our plan was to sing Welcome to the Black Parade. We were going to hook up ther guitars in the amps, which will be in soe guys truck. Kristin continued. "Then we are gonna come back and let the guys finish up this show!" She punched her hand in the air. She was crazy beautiful. She took my arm, which sent chills down my spine.

"Ready?" I asked her.

"Yeppers!" She said happily. October was getting a piggy-back ride from Smith.

"K, people, we have to schlep our shit down the street, so let's go!" October said.

*SHELLY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I couldn't belive that they weren't there. Where else could they go?!? I was so pissed. Then I heard some one singing.

"When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band."

It was Gerard. He, Davey, Mariah, and Kristin were on the bench on the sidewalk across the street. I opened my window. Davey and Kristin sang the next verse.

"He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non-believers,
the plans that they have made?"
"Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join The Black Parade."
 
Kristin clenched her fist On the last line. Then Gerard and Mariah took the next lines.

"When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the savior of the broken,
the beaten and the damned?"

Then it was just Gerard and Davey.

"Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
And when you're gone we want you all to know."

Then all the bands sang;

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

Mariah and Kristin sang next.

A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Let's shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call

Then all the bands sang again.

"To carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches

On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's who we are
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who had to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I! don't! care!"

Then they let all the fans sing.

"We'll carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on

Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Go and try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)"

Then they all sang together,

"Do or die, you'll never make me (We'll carry on)
Because the world will never take my heart (We'll carry on)
Go and try, you'll never break me (We'll carry)
We want it all, we wanna play this part (We'll carry on)"

It was so amazing. This was the best thing they could ever do. I caught Bob's gaze. He looked away instantly. I wanted him so, so badly.

"Hope you feel better, Shelly!" Kristin said in the microphone. I hoped I did too.

*GERARD'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

Mariah and I walked hand-in-hand to the little coffee shop down the street. Why it was open at 12:36 a.m. is beyond me. But we both ordered our "regulars" (her, just two surgars; me, a little milk and two sweeteners) and walked back, barely talking. She, undoubtedly, was thinking about Shelly. Like I was. I felt really hurt, and I haven't even known her that long.

"What're you guys gonna do tomorrow?" Mariah broke the uneasy silence.

"What do you mean?" I asked, suprised.

"You have a show, remember?"

"Oh, shit we do, but I don't wanna leave Shelly. What if she wakes up? And we're not there? What'll happen? Whatifshethinksshewasinacomafor,like40yearsandthinkswe'redead?!? Whatif-"

"GERARD!" I stopped him, laughing, "Shelly isn't gonna think she was in a coma for forty years and thinks we were dead. You panic to much." I leaned into him for a kiss. He kissed back.

"But you love it."

"Yes, I do. Now let's head back and see what we missed." Little did we know how much we missed.

 <--- I DID NOT make this, BTW.

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

I was in Davey's arms crying for a long time. I really liked it. Don't get me wrong, I HATED the circumstances, but the holding was great.

"We best get back out there. Maybe Adrianna and Jade came back," Davey suggested.

"Don't hold your breath, she is so fucking stubborn." I replied bitterly. But I was wrong, they were both back.

"Thanks, we really needed you back," Ray sayed.

"Why?" Davey asked.

"We need to discuss tomorrow."

"What's tommorrow?" he asked again, confused.

"Our next show," Ray reminded hm impationetly. His eyes widened.

"Oh, yeah! I completely forgot!"

"But we can't just leave Shelly," Frankie said. Samantha nodded her head. There was a soft knock at the back door. It was Gerard and Mariah, and Smith and October pulled up on her motorcycle. They hopped off and ran to the door.

"How's Adrianna?" was the first thing October said to me. I looked over at Adrianna. She was looking down at the floor. I guess she felt bad about the things she said.

"Ask her yourself," I answered, gesturing my hand in Adrianna's direction. She ruan up and hugged herr.

"I was so worried when I heard you ran off."

"Uh- yeah," Adrianna muttered. I hope she feel's really bad, I thought.

"So what about tommorow?" Ray asked again.

"I have an idea," October told us," But it depends on if Shelly wakes up or not."

This one is dedicated to Shellikens, who, well, is dying, and has waited patietly for, like, ever. ^^

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

My hand still hurt. Bad. I felt like shit letting loose like that. I started to cry, yet again. Smith pulled me closer to him, which I though was impossible. We were in AFI's tour bus, laying on the seats.

"How's your hand, baby?" Smith whispered in my ear.

"It hurts like hell," I responded. He kissed my fore head. I sighed.

"I wonder how the others are holding up," I voiced my thoughts.

"I imagine they are doing okay," he said, "but I have no idea. Want me to call Dave?"

"If you want, but I'm gonna make coffee, you want some?" He nodded as he dialed the number. I went into the kitchen, while Smith made the call. I put in two scoops and four cups of water and turned it on. By the time I was finished, so was Smith and he had news. Bad news. He ran in out of breath and told me,

"Adrianna ran away."

*ADRIANNA'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!*

I ran untill I was out of breath. And lost. I sat and cried. Cried for Shelly, for October, and me. I had no idea where I was. I needed help, and knew it, but I was so stubborn, I just figured I'd find my way myself. Typicall of me. I got up, brushed myself of, and tried to walk back the way I came. Anyway, I didn't have my phone.

"Okay, so......" I thought out loud. I retraced my steps, but with only a little luck. I searched a little longer, but gave up and sat and cried. Again. 

"Hey," I heard a voice. I jumped about a mile and looked up. It was Jade. I let out the breath I was holding.

"Jade, you scared me!"

"I'm sorry," he said sheepishly, "I just have that way with people." I laughed a little. He put his arm around me and pulled me to him. And I cried as soon as I put my head on his shoulder.

"I don't know why I did that. It's just that October always has her way, and does anybody care about me? NO! I'm just Adrianna, and she's the beautiful, abused, little emo girl. EVERYONE loves her. Not me, everyone ignored me." I cried, feeling like a baby. But I didn't want to do anything else. Jade kept hugging me.

"I happen to care about just Adrianna," Jade said quietly.

"Really?" I asked.

"Yeah." He wouldn't look at me.

"I care about you too." He looked into my eyes. He was so beautiful. Then I couldn't help it anymore. I kissed him. On the lips. And he kissed back.

There will be more tomorrow!!!!!

K, so this is like the 8 facts, but a little diferent.

1. Post your top 10 hot guys/girls.
2. Tag 10 people, but try not to tag anyone who has already been tagged, k?

Here goes .............

10. Jeffree Star. Though IDK if I like him 'cause he's a guy or he's a girl. X( Yes, I think I'm bi. But I'm not sure. So if you read this, please comment with some advice. Please, I need it. Alot. BTW, y'all are the first people I told, so feel special!

9. Jade Puget.

8. Ray Toro.

7. Bert McCracken.

6. Jepha Howard

<-- he looks like just woke up!

5. Bill Kaulitz (I think that's how you spell it..)

4. Gerard Way.

3. Davey Havok.

2. ADAM CARSON!!!!!!!

1. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND (you guessed it!) SMIFFERS!!!!!!!!!!!

TAG!!!!! daveyhovokishot, xbumblebeex, jenda, mikeysgirl, xbert4lifex, jaderoxmysox, blaqkwingsofhavok, emmy21, farora, and.............. um, xxxafireinsidexxx

*MARIAH'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

We rushed to the hospital later that day. All of us girls were crying, and I found my comfort from Gerard, Kristin from Davey, Adrianna from Jade, and Jean from Mikey, and so on. October fell asleep, sitting on the floor, laying her head in Smith's lap. She was overwelmed by finding Shelly and stuff. I had stopped crying but still had my head buried in Gerard's shoulder.

"When will we get some news on her?" Adam broke the silence. No one knew. The hospital tendants decided to let us sleep there that night, but we still couldn't see Shelly. All of a sudden, I started to cry again. Gerard wrapped his arms around me, hugging me.

"She'll be alright," he told me, his voice cracking.

"I just wish shit like this didn't happen," an angry voice said. That voice came from October, who had woken up.

"Oh, no," I whispered.

"What?" asked Gerard.

"She has an anger problem." And she proved it.

"This is so FUCKING stupid! Shelly only runs when something happened, or someone hurt her! So why did she go run for no reason?"  Smith tryed to calm her down, but it didn't work. Tears streamed down her face as she bent down to her knees and screamed in anger. She hit the floor and there was a couple sickening cracks, but she didn't seem to notice. She kept on screaming for a few seconds and started to sob. Smith pulled her into his arms and took her hand, her middle and ring finger were broken and the bone of her middle one was sticking out, blood falling out of the wound.

"I'm gonna take her to the bus and wrap this up," Smith said, close to tears. They left and an akward silence fell over us.

"Well, I'm going to the little coffee shop, and get some coffee, anyone else want any?" I asked quietly. They all shook their heads.

"I'll go with you," Gerard offered. He took my hand and we walked to the elavator. We got in in silence and push the 1.

"I hope October will be alright," Gerard said.

"She always is fine after a couple days or so. I just hope Shelly lives."

*ADRIANNA'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!*

I had my head on Jade's shoulder. He had his arm around me and was brushing his hand through my hair. A few more tears were flowing, but then I couldn't cry anymore. I sighed.

"Will you be okay?" Jade asked me. I nodded a little.

"I'll be okay as long as Shelly is," I answered.

"Which I hope she will be," Jade whispered.

"Yeah, me too." He pulled me a little closer, but I was too sad to be excited. I really hated this, Shelly had little chance to live, and October was having a melt down, which pissed me off.

"I hope October is holding out," Kristin told us.

"Oh, yeah, she'll be fine," I said curtly.

"Adrianna-" Jade started. I pulled away.

"Don't even," I warned. "October always has to have EVERYTHING be about her."

"Adrianna, don't you dare talk about her that way," Kristin warned me.

"Or what? What can you do? And you know I'm right. Ever since high school, she was the melodramatic emo girl everyone felt sorry for. She still has to have it that way." I was crying now. Kristin had gotten up and was facing me.

"You're just jealous."

"Of her? Come on!"

"Then why are you acting this way?"

"'Cause I fucking can! Isn't that what you guys always say? Well, so can I!"

"You're such a bitch!"

"Yeah, well right back atcha!" Then she slapped me.

"You know I'm right," I repeated, cutting my eyes at her and rubbing my left cheek. Jade was pulling me away, and Davey was trying to get a hold on Kristin.

"I wish it was October dying, not Shelly!" I yelled as I pulled out of Jade's grip and ran. And ran. And ran.

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

 I knew she didn't mean any of it, but it still bugged me. I hated her for it! She knew how much October and I ment to each other. I was in the bathroom washing my face.. I screamed in anger. I gripped the sink, hard. I heard a soft knock.

"Kristin?" came Davey's voice.

"Come in," I answered. But he didn't. Oh, duh, I'm in the girl's bathroom. I thought.

"It's okay, I'm the only one in here," I said laughing a bit. He came in slowly.

"You're a real gentleman," I said, rubbing away my smeared eyeliner.

"I-I heard you scream," he said.

"Oh, yeah, I was just angry, I'm fine. Really." But he pulled me into a hug anyway, which, without me realizing, was what I really wanted. I wrapped my arms around him and cried. Hard.

"It's just that I love October so much!"

"I know, I know," he said, brushing his hand through my hair. I pulled him a little closer.

"I'm always here for you, you know," he said tipping my head up with his hand.

"Same here," I offered, thinking it was no good. He hugged me again.

"Thank you, you have no idea how much this means to me." I was wrong. I rubbed his right shoulder. I never wanted to let go.

Hey, I know Kristin and Adrianna are friends, this was just for the drama. And I hope this one made up for the last sucky one!! Comment ^_^

*JEAN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!!*

Mikey and I were laying down again, watching Nightmare Before Christmas. I had my head on his chest and he was falling asleep. I started to kiss his neck, went up his check and to his lips. He kissed me back. I stratled him and he ran his hands up my shirt. The door swung open and there stood Hunter.

"Dude, KNOCK!" Mikey shouted.

"Smith just called,"Hunter said, ignoring Mikey, "Shelly is being taken to the hospital."

"What?" I yelled, shocked. "Why?" I got off of Mikey and the bed, and walkedover to Hunter.

"She went for a walk and fell and cut her leg. And October passed out, but she came to."

I swallowed hard and tryed not to cry. But tears came anyway. Mikey came over to me and pulled me into a hug.

"What's going on?" Frankie, Smantha, Bob, and Ray came in.

"Shelly fell on her run and has to go to the hospital," Hunter replied. "And we don't know if she'll make it."

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!!!!*

"Hey, Kristin?" I asked her.

"Hmm?" She was writing something.

"Shelly had an accident." She raised her head.

"What?" She looked like she was going to cry. I sat down by her and pulled her into my arms. I felt her warm tears through my black shirt.

"She's being taken to the hospital, Smith and October are with her," I comforted Kristin. She looked at me. I met her gaze and looked into her eyes. I really wanted to kiss her.

"Will she be alright?"

"I don't know, they said she lost a lot of blood."

Sorry, NOT one of my better one's, but I'll make it up to ya'll. My mommy was rushing perfection.

K, people I have NO idea what this is, so let's see if I do it right.......................

1. I LOVE Smith Puget LOL

2. I used to hate make-up.

3. I have a cat and a chiuahuah <-- IDK if that's how you spell it... : l

4. I play trombone

5. My favorite necklace is actually a belt. Hehe.

6. I'm on anti-depressants, which give me weird dreams

7. I have a birthmark on my left, upper thigh that is a perfect circle.

8. I'm horrible at math.

Again, IDK if I did that right. LMAO

THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO ALL OF YOU HAVE WAITED PATIONATELY. THANKIES!^^

*ADRIANNA'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!*

"Got any fours?" I asked Jade.

"You suck," he replied, handing me a four of hearts. I nodded.

"Yeppers! I saw your cards when you bent down to get your pencil," I told him, popping a Goldfish in my mouth. His jaw fell. I laughed and started to choke.

"It's what you get," he told me. I gave him the evil eye.

"You two playing go-fish?" October came hand-in-hand with Smith. We both nodded.

"Exciting," she said, taking a goldfish.

"Is that a hint of sarcasim I heard?" I asked playfully.

"Really? I thought her voice was dripping with it," Smith said, laying a kiss on October's neck. I blushed and looked at Jade. He was looking at me too, so I quickly moved my gaze. He's so beautiful,  I thought.

"Speaking of Shellikens, where is she?" Jade and I looked at her funny.

"We weren't talking about Shelly," I told her.

"So? I still don't know where she is," she said, as she started to play with Jade's hair. For some reason, I felt jealous. But I knew better. She was with Smith. Maybe I just like him that much, I thought.

"So?"

"Oh, sorry, I got lost in my thoughts, um, she went for a run," I told her.

"K, thankies, Smith and I are going for a walk, maybe we'll bump into each other."

"'Bye," said Jade and I at the same time.

"Jinx," he said. I stuck my tounge out. He laughed.

"You two are weird," October told us.

"Oh, look who's talking," I playfully came back.

"Moi?" She pointed at herself.

"Yeah, you," I pointed at her, too.

"K, later," she said, taking Smith's hand again.

"Use protection!" Jade yelled after them.

"Got it!" Smith answered before he closed the bus door.

"Oh, my God, Jade!" I said, punching his shoulder. He rubbed the spot. "Ow." He pouted.

"Want coffee?" I offered.

"Totally random, but yeah," he answered.

"K," I jumped up to go fix it. I really am falling for him, I though, looking over my shoulder.

 <-- JADEY!

*MY POINT OF VIEW*

Smith and I playfully swung each other's arms around. I leaned over and kissed him. He kissed me back.

"I really care about you Smith," I said, "And I just want to tell you about Erik." Tears welled up in my eyes.

"Erik?" he asked.

"Yeah, he was my first love. We met at the Hot Topic in the next town from mine. He was working there ata the time and I saw him first at the check-out. He exchanged numbers and strated to date f a few days after. I was a junior when I proposed to him. We decided to get married the summer after my senior year. He-he died in the car crash on our wedding night." I started to cry. Smith pulled me into him.

"It's alright, I've got you," he comforted me. I rested my chin on his shoulder.

"Hey, look," I pointed. He let go and I started to run toward the black-and-red glob.

"SHELLY!" I yelled as soon as I recognized her. I looked at her leg. There was a huge gash going from her knee to her ankle..

"NO!" I screamed and started to cry. I heard Smith calling the ambulance, and I thew-up. I felt light-headed and dizzy. Shelly was dying. I couldn't take it. I passed out.