If I could dream at all, it would be about you.

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Yesterday SUCKED!!!!!!! Okay, so my family and I were going to my cousins graduation, right?  Well, we went to my uncles house afterward, and of course, there was beer and wine. And, of course, my mom had, like five beers and two glasses of wine, thus she was SO fuckin' drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And, with our luck, it was raining and EVERYTHING was flooded, including the bridge we have to cross to get to my uncle's house. And this bridge was, like two feet above the creek, so it was almost completely covered with water. I am not kidding. But my mom decided to go over the stupid bridge intead of going out the back way. So, when we got there, there was a log in the way! My genius mother further decided to move it instead of backing out. She couldn't move it, it was HUGE. And, being drunk, she tripped and almost went with the rushing water. Not only did she put her life on the line by going on the bridge anyway and THEN trying to move a log, she endangered my bother's and my life as well. I swear I'm about to cut! The only thing stopping me is my friend Vickie. And that's it!!! If I didn't have her, there would be a colloge of scars on my arm. I will NEVER forgive my mom for this. I haven't cut in months. She knows better than to get drunk when she is the only one who could drive.

Does ANYONE know what happened to Gerard and Bert? 'Cause I would like to! Some people say they're still friends, some people don't and it's all just so confusing!!!! I, personally, think there is something going on because,

For 1. In an interveiw, Quinn (I think) said that Bert said that the song Pretty Handsome Awkward was about a guy with short blonde hair. Guess who had short blonde hair? Gerard! And

For 2. In the same interveiw, the interveiwer asked Bert if he thought Gerard would be mad when he heard the song and Bert said, "He'll wish he wrote it."

See!?! They seem like they're fighting! I hope they're not, but I think they are. And how cute they were! *wipes tear from eyes* What do ya'll think? Message me please.

Love you 4 ever,

Like you 4 always!

                         octoberxlove 

Has anyone seen the new Bert McCracken? He has short blonde hair! Ah! He's still hott, but what about his long black hair?!? If you have the same or a different opinion, please message me!! I want to know what ya'll think!!!!!

Love you 4 ever, 

Like you 4 always!

                          octoberxlove

P.S. I'm sorry this is so short, it's my first journal! Thanks for reading!