If I could dream at all, it would be about you.

I WOULD JUST LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS CHAPTER TO MARIAH AND JEAN, WHO HAVE BOTH BEEN GETTIN' ON MY ASS ABOUT THIS. YOU TWO BEST COMMENT.

*MIKEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I looked over at Jean, who looked stunning in a black MCR tee, a white AFI zip-up hoddie unzipped with the hood up, a black pair of faded ripped jeans, and black-and-red checkered Vans. Her sratched up studded belt had a skull belt buckle.

"What are you checking out, Mr. Michael James Way?" I looked up in surprise, Jean laughed a little, probably at my expression, my embarassment, or knowing the fact that she caught me. She pulled me into a soft, tender kiss. I slid me hands up and down her back. It this feeling was so amazing. I never felt it before.

"DUDES! What the fuck are you guys doing?!?" October broke our kiss. She had a cart with fig bars, coffee, gummi bears, and Smith in it. Jean and I looked at each other and back at October.

"What?" she asked. She and Smith looked at each other and just shrugged.

"Later," October shouted as she ran off, full speed.

"I didn't know she could run!" Mikey said playfully. In return, I punched his shoulder.

"Hey, she's my sexy beast, you know," she told me. I pretended to be hurt and stuck my lower lip out.

"What about me?" I asked, in my most pitiful voice.

"You are my manly sexy beast!" She said, kissing me. Somehow-- some way, I knew I didn't want to be with anyone else.

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I felt the air run against my face and through my hair. I haven't run in forever, but I wasn't losing my breath to easily. We ran by Ray and Rebecca, who looked like they were about to kiss or just had.

"Everyone is getting together!" I yelled, which scared the two.

"My, God, October!" Rebecca said. She grasped Ray's hand. Ray turned red and told us that "they were going to get some chips."

"Would you look at that!" I asked Smith, very loudly.

"What?" he asked.

"Them- they kissed-and- and- well, you know!" I said frustrated. Smith just laughed.

"And, you point would be?" he asked, smirking. I looked around and blushed.

"Well, I-" I stammered, embarassed. He motioned for me to go to him. I did and he kissed me passionatly. I broke off after I realized I really needed some air. He was breathless, too.

"Hey," he said looking over my shoulder. I looked in the direction his gaze was going and saw Shelly and Bob. Kissing.

 <--- HAHAHA!

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!*

"What else do you want?" I asked Kristin. Jade, Adrianna, Kristin and I were in a group, but they wanted grainola bars, and we wanted soy milk. I was carrying white milk, and she had the chocolate milk.

"We still have ten minutes," I added. She shook here head, saying she didn't want anything else. She was wearing a dark purple The Cure shirt with a black Blaqk Audio zip-up hoddie, open and dark blue ripped jeans with a studded belt and high-top Converses.

"What?" she asked, pulling her hair behind her ears.

"Oh, uh- nothing-I - I just like your outfit." I stammered. She looked down at her self.

"This?!?" she asked, laughing a little. She lloked up at me, grinning.

"Well yeah," I said embaressedly.

"Well, I didn't mean to laugh at you, Davey," she said, cupping my chin in her hands, tiiping my head up to her. Her dark eyes looked into mine. I wanted to press my lips to hers, but I couldn't muster up the courage, so I decided to let her know how I felt. I took a deep breath.

"Kristin, I-" I choked on my words.

"Yes?" she encouraged.

"Well," I said dropping my head, "I-"

"Yo, Dave!" Smith broke me off. I sighed.

"Yeah?" I asked reluctantly. He looked from me to Kristin.

"Are we interupting?" he asked. By we he ment October, who was pushing the cart he was in.

"No," I said firmly. I saw Kristin look at me with a hurt expression. I felt like shit.

"Well, in that case, where's the mayonnaise?"

"Aisle 4, I think," I told him.

"Thanks," he said as October took off.

"Davey," Kristin said shyly, "What were you saying?" By then I lost the courage and just couldn't go through with it. I sighed again.

"I really like your shoes," I said a bit angrily. I looked at her; she had hung her head with a hurt expression. I could've felt any lower if I tryed.

*MARIAH'S POINT OF VIEW!!!!!!*

"Dude, is anyone else starving?" Smith asked everyone else. We all looked at him.

"I am," Ray volenteered.

"Yeah," Gerard, October, Shelly and I said. We were on AFI's tour bus, along with Adrianna, Kristin, Bob, and Rebacca. Adam, Hunter, Ebony, Mikey, Jean, Frankie, Samantha and Robert were on MCR's tour bus.

"M'kay," Jade replied, who was driving. Davey gave Frankie a call and told him our plan. We pulled into a grocery store about 15 minutes later.

"Okay, people," Davey said loudly, "We all meet back here in 20, alright?" We all agreed. I went in a group with Gerard, Frankie, Samantha, October, and Smith. We went in and all was right, until we saw October reach for a cart. Smith, being Smith, jumped in and she stared to run. Not jog or anything-RUN! I have never seen her run so fast!

"Wow," Gerard spoke my mind. I looked up at him, and he bent his head to kiss me. Frankie cleared his throat.

"Sammi and I are- gonna go that way," he said pointing in the opposite direction while taking Sammi's arm and walking off briskly.

"Well, I wonder what got into them," I said leaning in for another kiss.

"Probably gonna have crazy sex," he replied.

"Can we?" I asked. He looked at me, shocked. I couldn't hold it anymore, I laughed. He shook his head, pretending he was mad.

"Gee- catch me!" I said jumping into his arms.

"Let's go get so freakin' pop-tarts!" he said, carying me to aisle 6.

"Do I have a choice?" I asked.

"Nope," he replied with a kiss. 

*SAMANTHA'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!*

I layed my head on Frankie's chest, ending another breathless kiss.

"Oh, Samantha," he breathed in my ear, picking me up. We both started to laugh, and he put me down.

"Come on," I said, "I don't know about you, but I want some effin' Spagetti-o's!"

"Yeah," he replied, taking my hand. We both jumped back as something race past us, barly missing us. I realized it was none other than October and Smith, running around, being goof-balls.

"Sorry 'bout that," October apologized, panting. She pointed to our clasped hands.

"What's up with that?" Frankie and I looked at each other.

"Uh- I um- well, we-" Frankie started.

"Come on, babes! There is still half a store to terrorize!" Smith said. October waved good-bye and started to run off with Smith, and both of them were belting out "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

"Well, okay then," I said. We began to walk to aisle 8, looking for our cravings.

*BOB'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!!*

I was in a group with Shelly, Ray, Rebacca, and Ebony, until we all eventually split up, exept for Shelly and I, because we both wanted orange juice.

"I didn't know you liked juice," she started off, shyly. I noticed she wouldn't take her eyes of the floor.

"Yeah," I said akwardly. I didn't know what to say to her. I just- I really was interested in her. I have never been interested in a girl since Aburne-- who broke my heart by breaking up with me 'cause I was "too fat". Well, looked at me now! I'm in a big band and, if I do say so myself, I have a very slim body.

"Hey," Shelly broke my thoughts. "This way," she pointed to her left.

"Oh, right," I muttered. I got so completely lost in my thoughts, I didn't know where I was going. Look at you go, Bob! I thought. You look brilliant! I looked over at her. Her head was hung and her hood on her hoodie was up. I stopped and pulled her hood off slowly. She looked at me, surprised. Then she blushed and hung her head again.

"I-I'm sorry. I just- just wanted to see your face," I stammered. She looked into my eyes and I looked into hers. Then I did it. On impulse. I kissed her. Luckily, she kissed me back. I thought, This is my first kiss since Aburne. My first, passionate kiss. In aisle 13.

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!*

"NO ONE LEAVES UNTIL I FIND MY GUITAR PICK!" Jade yelled at the top of his lungs. Finally, the show was over and I was gonna get some well-deserved sleep.

"Your brother is some crazy ass shit, man!" I told Smith, who was currently giving me a piggyback. He adjusted me for a sec and scratched his arm.

"Try living with him," he said , playfully rolling his eyes. Jade must have heard Smith, 'cause he gave him the evil eye and continued to look for his pick.

"Jade?" Davey started. Jade pushed his bangs out of his face. he looked at Davey.

"Hhhmmm?"

"Don't you have more than one pick?"

"Well, yeah. Where you gettin' at Dave?"

"Can't you just use one of your other ones?" Davey reasoned. Jade thought about it.

"I guess..." he trailed off. But then he began looking for it again. Davey threw up his hands in defeat. Smith laughed a little. Davey looked over at Kristin, who was laughing at something Adrianna just said. I recognized the look he was giving her. it was the same one Smith and I exchanged the first time we met. I poked Smith and motioned him to go to Davey. He complied and I tickled Davey in the ribs. Davey moved his elbow in a sharp movement. He had a sad look in his eyes and I smile on his face.

"Can we talk in private, Smith?" He pouted at me.

"Why? You cheating on me with Dave?"

"Yeah, you know it!" I rolled my eyes. But Smith let me down and left to go speak with Hunter and Adam. Davey was looking at Kristin again.

"You like her?" I asked bluntly.

"I-I-uh.. Well, I mean.." he stammered around for his words. I gave him a stern look and shook my finger in his face.

"It's a 'yes' or 'no' question, David Anthony Marchand*." He laughed and sighed. He started to reluctantly nod his head.

"Yes," he hung his head.

"Hey," I said quietly. He looked up, his eyes misting over.

"What's wrong?" He just shook his head and left. I looked around to make sure no one had seen Davey's emotional moment. Little did I know, Jade did. And he knew exactly what was going on.

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!!!!!!*
I briskly walked out to the car, wiping tears from my eyes. I don't know why I'm afraid to admit that I like Kristin. It's not like she looks anything like Altessa. Altessa, I thought angrily. My blood boiled when I thought of her. I got to the car and climbed in. I slammed the door shut. I can still remember that exact day when Altessa broke my heart....

"And a dozen red roses," I had asked the florist I paid for the flowers and the card and left with a smile in my face. Today... today was the day I will propose to the love of my life. Altessa Hanna Green. I really liked her name, but that day, everything about her was perfect. I was riding in my then red car and drove to our apartment. I didn't want to buy a house just yet, being on tour and all (we had still been touring on Sing The Sorrow). I just hadn't been ready to settle down. I finally got to our apartment, I let myself in with my key. When I walked in, I saw clothes on the floor. Men's clothes. Clothes that DID NOT belong to me. As if on autopilot, I walked to our bedroom and opened the door.

"Davey!" she yelled, looking over a strange guy's shoulder.

"Altessa," I breathed out in shock.

"Off, John. Davey, this is not what it looks like!" she ran her hand threw my then, thick, long black hair.

"Oh, really?" I yelled "Then what is it?" She looked scared.

"Davey," she had cooned, "Davey, I love you-" Before she got any further, I interrupted her. "If you loved me, you wouldn't have done this to me!" I screamed at her, letting my emotions go. Then I ran, ran untill I had to stop....

"Davey?" Jade broke my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I wiped away my tears.

"Altessa?" He immediatly asked. I nodded, hanging my head.

"Just 'cause Altessa hurt you doesn't mean Kristin will." I looked at him "How-"

"October told me, but she won't tell anyone else, and you know I won't." I nodded again and looked away.

"Hey, look what I found" Jade said, touching my shoulder. I looked at him and he streched his hand out. I looked down and saw his guitar pick he was looking for. I smiled and he smiled back.

"You're a great friend, Jade," I said pulling him into a hug.

"I know," he said, winking.

"Hey, Jade?" Smith broke the small silence.

"Yeah," Jade replied.

"Your assistence is needed in here!"

"M'kay!" He looked at me and I motioned for him to go. He nodded. Before he jogged off, he said, "Just think about what I said about Kristin!" I nodded, thinking about the beautiful woman.

"I will!" I called after him

<--Friends 4ever!

*IDK if that's how you spell his real last name.

*MIKEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

We were all rushing to the auditions, and since the girls and Robert didn't have their instruments, we let them borrow our's. We were going, like, 30 m/h over the speed limit. I'm not kidding. I couldn't wait to hear Mariah's band. Not because they have alot of chemisty that a band needs, but because of Jean. She seems like she sees me as so much more than the bassist in My Chem. She sees me as a person. l looked over in the other side of the bus at her and saw that she was laughing at something Gerard and Frankie were talking about. She caught my gaze and walked toward me.

"Hey, Mikey," she shyly greeted me.

"H-hi," l stammered like an idiot. I blushed. She sat down by me and kissed me on my cheek. l turned my head and kissed her, but this time on the lips. It was a sweet, tender kiss that l need so much from her. We both reluctantly pulled away when Ray said that we had turned the wrong way.

"Dude! Are you serious?" Gerard yelled.

"Uhhh, yeah," he replied, sounding a little defencive.

"Oh, no. Here we go again," I whispered, shaking my head.

"What?" Jean asked me.

"Gerard and Ray fight ALL the time!" I said angrily. I got up and walked away to a room in the back, where I couldn't hear them.

"I just can't stand it!" I yelled, letting my temper go and shutting the door. I flopped on the bed and thought my angry thoughts. I felt Jean lay beside me, setting her head on my chest. I looked down into her eyes and felt all the anger go away. We kissed each other again and I felt a little fluttery feeling in my stomache. I held her and soon we fell  asleep.

***

About an hour later, we woke up and were at the audition place. Several bands were there, but not many had the chemisry that was needed for this, except for Death and Despair and Broken Hearts and Broken Roses, of course. Sadly, they didn't get to play for this show (which started late, by the way), but they will get to play from here on. Which means I get to see Jean every day for a long while.

*FRANKIE'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I went back into the bed room and slipped on my ripped jeans and a Nightmare Before Christmas t-shirt. I went back out to where Samantha was.

"Wow, he's fully clothed," she teased lightly. I laughed alittle and said that we should head out. We walked in silence to the elavator. We passed a small window where the sun hit her hair just right. She looked so pretty. Gerard's right, I thought, I am falling for her. She looked up at me. I smiled weakly and she did the same. On impulse, I reached out and grabbed her hand. She grasped mine and blushed. I stopped and cupped her chin in my other hand. Then I bent my head and kissed her lips. She put her hand in my straight hair and I brushed mine through hers. We both reluctantly pulled away to enter the open elevator, then we mutually kissed again.

"That was my first kiss," she told me when we pulled away, breathless.

"Really?" I asked in surprise.

"Yeah. Why?"

"Well, you just so pretty-I mean-," I stamered. She laughed a little and squeezed my hand lightly. I looked into her eyes and was about to kiss her, but a man and his child came into the elevator. There was a very akward silence until was got to the ground floor where all four of us got off. For some reason, Samantha and I looked at each other and started to laugh. I don't even know what we were laughing about. But it felt so good to be there, holding Smantha's hand. We got the coffee mixed and went back up to the room, we we walked in on Davey and Hunter talking about the tour.

"We just got a call," Hunter told me, "They decided to start the auditions for the opening bands early. Because it's supposed to rain, so they're starting the performance early, too!"

"We have got to go!" Davey interjected. "Everyone is going on the same tour bus they rode in yesterday." Kristin and Mariah walked in.

"What?" Kristin asked. Davey grabbed her hand.

"We've got to leave!" he said. I love performing, but it was stressful that we had to do auditions and get to a place two hours away in ONE hour!

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!! (Yes, Davey.)*

I woke up with water being squirted in my face. Cold water, nonetheless.

"What the..." I trailed off. I heard a very feminine giggle. At first I thought it was Jade, but then I realized he was in the tour bus. When the water stopped pelting my face, I finally realized who the culprit was.

"Kristin?"

"Davey." She was trying hard not to laugh, I could tell that much. She was still wearing the black t-shirt Gerard let her borrow, which read "NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS". I liked it on her. It was baggy, but I swear that woman would look good in a trash bag. She raised the water pistal and aimed at my bare chest, but missed me altogether.

"Ooh, missed ,"I said and got to my feet (I was on the floor, I let the girls have the beds.) She started to laugh and shoot me, but she usually missed, so I picked her up and put her over my shoulder, but somehow her hands got to my stomache and she started to tickle me. I, being very ticklish, tryed not to die laughing AND hold up a twenty-something year-old on my shoulder, so I crumpled to the floor, with Kristin landing on top of me. We both stopped laughing and I started to run my hand through her long hair. She blushed and bit her bottom lip. I smiled at her sudden shyness.

"Where'd you get the gun?" I asked.

"Sammi's purse," She said quietly.

"Why has she got a water pistol in her purse?"

"No telling," We both laughed, a little nervously.

"It's a wonder how none of them woke up," I said, nodding toward October and Smith on one bed, Mariah and Samantha on the other and Frankie over on the other part of the floor, and Hunter was on the couch.

"Yeah," she said looking into my dark brown eyes. I moved my hand over her smooth cheek. She shut her eyes and leaned into my hand. I wanted so badly to kiss her, but I didn't want to move too fast for her.

"Hey," I said.

"Yeah?" her eyes were still closed.

"Let me get some jeans on and we can talk some more, okay?" She sat up on my hips and looked down and, blushing, realized I was just in my boxers.

"Sorry, I-I didn't realize-" she looked really uncomfortable, so I sat up and pulled her into a hug.

"It's alright, Kristin. At least I have boxers on, right?" She laughed and loosened up alittle and got to her feet and went to the little living room part. I watched her walk away, thinking how it would fell to kiss her. I just think that woman is so beautiful, it's a wonder she's single. I wonder if she feels the same way, I thought, remembering the way she closed her eyes and leaned into my hand. Maybe. I went to the little sack I got from the tour bus and pulled on my jeans and headed to the kitchen. Again, I felt the cold water on my shoulder.

"Hey!!" Kristin was laughing her head off.

"Kristin!" I warned. Just then, Frankie wandered in. He looked from Kristin, in a t-shirt and a water pistol, and me in jeans and wet.

"Do I even want to ask what the fuck you guys are doing?" Kristin and I just looked at each other, and that's all it took. We laughed so hard. Kristin sprayed me with some more water.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!"I screamed.

"It's what you get, betch!" she responded in her "preppy" voice.

"You best stop, or I'll unleash my monster!"

"Both of you stop, before I kick both your skinny asses!" Frankie told us, trying to be serious. Kristin squirted a little more water.

"Kristin! Stop!" Right then, Samantha wandered in. She gave us the same look Frankie did.

"Do I want to ask what is going on?"

"Yes, please do tell," Hunter joined in. Kristin and I just laughed uncontrolably.

"What the fuck?" October anounced her apperance. She and Smith walked in, hand in hand. "What time is it?"

"Noon," I answered.

"Noon?!? I'm up early!" she told us. We all laughed. "By the way, what's all the commotion?" 

"Uhhh," Kristin trailed off. "I attacked Davey with Sammi's water gun." She held up the little blue toy.

"She doesn't have good aim," I teased. She aimed at and hit me right in the stomache. Everyone fell out, including me.

"Anyone want coffee?" Sammi asked.

"Yeah," most everyone said.

"I'll go with you," Frankie offered her.

"Need clothes?" she asked. On his way to get them, he flipped her off. She did the same and they both laughed. I looked over at Kristin, beautiful Kristin. She was looking at me, too. I was pretty sure she was thinking about the same thing I was; our few moments alone this morning.

*SAMANTHA'S POINT OF VEIW*

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I woke up the next morning to Davey's girly scream. What the FUCK!! I thought as I shook the sleepiness away from my head. I had now idea what was going on, and for a second, where I even was. Then I remembered that we were at the Welcome to Decmberunderground tour and were staying with the popular bands. Some stayed in the tour buses, and some went ahead and stayed in the hotel Davey had rented. I looked around the room of the hotel suite and realized that Smith and October was dead-asleep, and Kristin was gone.

"It's what you get, betch!" I quickly recognized Kristin's "preppy" voice. 

"You best stop, or I'll unleash my monster!" Davey's voice protested.

"Both of you stop before I kick both your skinny asses!" The dreamest man alive said. Well, maybe I'm exaggerating a little, but hey.

"Kristin!" Franklin Iero threatened again. "Stop!" I could tell he was trying not to laugh; he wasn't serious. I crawled out of bed to see what was going on. I realized Davey was in jeans with no t-shirt on, and Kristin was in the t-shirt Gerard let her borrow. They both had big smiles on their faces. I looked and notice all Frankie had on was boxers (WOOT-WOOT!)  and was trying to stop the two.

"Do I want to ask what is going on?" I asked.

"Yes", came out Hunter's voice, "Please do tell." Davey and Kristin just looked at each other and fell out laughing. Frankie, Hunter and I just shrugged helplessly. I noticed Frankie held his gaze on me longer than Hunter.

"What the fuck?!?" October and Smith wandered in. "What time is it?" October inquiered again.

"Noon," Davey answered.

"Noon?!? I up early!" Everyone laughed at that. "By the way, what's all the comotion?"

"Uhhh," Kristin trailed off. We looked at her. "I attaked Davey with Sammi's water gun." She held up the pistol. We all just realized Davey was wet.

"She doesn't have very good aim," Davey tuanted. Right then, Kristin shot him right in the stomache. We all craked up. 

"Anyone want coffe?" I asked, randomly.

"Yeah!" Most in the room answered. 

"I'll go with you," Frankie offered.

"Need clothes?" I teased. He flipped me off, and I returned the favor. Little did I know, I was about to get my first kiss.

*JEAN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

At Starbucks, I sat with Gerard, Mikey, and Mariah. I knew Mariah and Gerard had just gotten together, and I was hoping Mikey and I could do the same. I kept looking a Mikey and visuallizing kissing him. Every now and then, he would catch my gaze and I would blush and looked away.

"So he was all like, 'Oh yeah right', and I was all like, 'Uhh, whatev." Adrianna was joking about preps. Everyone was laughing, especially Mikey. I like his laugh, but then again, I like everything about Mikey.

"You best not be some poser-prep," Frankie playfully threatened.

"Uh excuse me, but ewie, preps  have cooties, thankyouverymuch." she continued.

"No we don't, betch," I retaliated in the same preppy voice. I noticed Mikey was laughing. I felt great.

"Uhh, yeah, I think so," Davey joined in.

"Excuse me but, who asked you?" Kristin said, lightly punching his shoulder.

"Your mom!" Ray yelled. Everyone was laughing harder than before. Gerard looked close to tears and Mariah leaned over and kissed him. I atomatically looked at Mikey, and to my surprise, he was looking at me, too. He turned his head away. That was weird, I thought. But then I didn't think anything of it, so I shrugged it off.

"Excuse me," a female said behind us. We all looked over at the waitress. Her name tag read TIFFANY.

"Yes?" Jade inquiared.

"Could you please keep it down? Thank you so much." she said rudely.

"Betch," Adrianna muttered just loud enough for us to hear.

"What did you say, teenie?"

"She said betch." I stood up and defended Adrianna. "And don't you dare call her a teenie agian, got it?" Everyone was quiet then. Tiffany just narrowed her eyes.

"Whatever," she walked off.

"Yeah, that's brave!" I yelled after her.

"Go, Jean!" Hunter said, punching his fist in the air.

"IThanks," I bowed, and Davey started clapping, and everyone followed his lead. I laughed a little and sat down by Mikey. Adrianna began her preppy voice again.

"That was great," Mikey leaned over and whispered in my ear. I looked into his deep brown eyes and he slipped his hand into mine. He was leaning into me, looking as if he was gonna kiss me. Then we both realized that everyone was looking at us. Mikey took away his hand and cleared his throat. I shooked my head and pulled him towared me, placing my lips tenderly on his. He seemed surprise but returned my kiss, softly at first, but then a little harder. We pulled away after a few seconds. And October started to clap and then everyone was clapping all over again.

"Will you go steady with me Jean?"

I answered without hesitation, "Yes, I will." He let out a breath that he was holding and pulled me toward him.

"Whoa," Ebony suddenly said. "It's after two."

"Do you guys want to stay with us?" Davey asked.

"In the tour bus?" Kristin asked him.

"Well, yeah," he answered. Kristin looked over at us and shrugged.

"Sure," she told Davey.

"All right!" We all got up and pushed in our chairs and left the store. Mikey took my hand as we headed out the door. I saw Tiffany, and I guess Adrianna did, too, because we both said, "Later, betch!" Everyone laughed at that. I looked up at Mikey. He's so beautiful, I thought, this has got to be the best day of my life.

Okay, peepsals, I'm gonna interupt the story for a sec. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!! It's true, and I've never been happier! I know, I know, I shouldn't let a boy run my feelings, but he makes me feel wanted. I feel like an outsider with my friends. You guys on here (namely Kristin, Shelly, Mariah, Samantha, and Adrianna) make me feel wanted plenty, but I probably won't get to meet any of you besides Kristin. So thank you to you guys, you are the people who keep me from suicide, and thank you to Michael, who takes my breath away.

Love you 4 ever,

Like you 4 always!

                         octoberxlove

*ADRIANNA'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

When we got to Starbuck's, I ordered a carmal Frappicino. I sat at a four-seated table with Jade, Smith, and October. October was leaning against Smith, and oh, how, I wanted to lean against Jade like that. But I was so happy for October. Ever since Erik died, she hasn't ever been the same. Smith would be good for her, it may not last forever, but still it was good for her to move on.

"Let me have a sip of your's," Smith requested from October.

"No," she playfully grinned, then tilted her cup toward him. He offered his, but she refused.

"What have you got?" Jade suddenly asked me. I was caught off gaurd so I fumbled for my words.

"Uhhh, um, a carmal Frappicino. Sorry," I blushed and lowered my head. I'm very insecure around guys. Let's just say they haven't treated me like humans should be. I looked down at Jade's hand and was surprised to say him pooping his fingers. I looked up and realized he noticed me watching.

"I do that when I'm nervous," he said apologeticlly.

"Why are you nervous?"

"Uhhh...." he looked uncofortrable, so I said, "You don't have to tell me." He looked relived. He probably likes October, I thought bitterly. Everyone knows October and I aren't exactly buddie-buddie. I looked back at Jade and strangely, he was looking at me. We both blushed and looked away. Well, I thought, maybe it isn't October he likes.

A.N. Sorry it's so short Adrianna, my mom's making me get off! And I love you, and we are buddie-buddie!! Here's a super-hott pic of Jadey-bear!!!

 *MARIAH'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

 It was amazing on the tour bus! I couldn't belive that I was actually on MCR's tour bus, sure we were just going down to the Starbucks down the road, but still. Shelly was sitting by Bob, Rebacca sat by Mikey, Jean sat by Ray, Samantha sat by Frankie, and I got to sit by Gerard. He's so beautiful, I thought to myself. Suddenly, he turned his head in my direction. I blushed and instantly turned my gaze away.

"It's sooo hard to find cute clothes that aren't slutty!" Jean protested.

"I know!" Shelly was quick to agree. I nodded.

"You know how it is, Mariah! You shop with us all the time!" I was well aware that everyone focused on me, including Gerard. I cleared my throat.

"Uhhh...yeah, sure," I replied lamely. Luckily, Jean went on about the topic, and no one noticed my hesitance. THAT was inteligant, Mariah! You looked like a complete idiot in front of Gerard! I wasn't sure why I cared so much, I didn't even know him! I looked up to see Gerard looking at me. Strangely, he saw my gaze and blushed and turned his head. That was strange, I thought. He looked up and we caught each other's gazes. I slowly started to smile. He smiled his REAL, beautiful smile. I just melted on the spot; I blushed again and looked over at Rebacca. She raised her eyebrows at me. I shrugged and grinned.

We finally pulled into the Starbucks and piled out. It was good to stretch out my legs. I yawned and streched out  my arms behind me. I felt something-- or someone. I turned to look.

"Oh, sorry!' I told Gerard. "I didn't mean to hit you!"

"No problem! he replied softly. I blushed again and realized everyone was going in the building.

"Hey, come on, Gee!" Frankie shouted.

"I'll catch up in just a sec!"

"Okay!" Gerard turned his attention back to me. I looked in his dark brown eyes, and he looked down into my bright blue ones. Then he did it. Right there in the parking lot. He kissed. me. It was a soft, tender kiss, where he layed his hand on my lower back. He pulled away after a few seconds, then smiled down at me.

"Let's go," he said as he took my hand. We walked in together, hand in hand, and faced the huge group in front of us.

"Well, I guess Smith and I aren't the only ones with our game on tonight!" October told us. I blushed instantly. Smith pulled October closer to him.

"No, I guess you aren't, " I replied, looking into those perfect brown eyes of his, and right then and there, I knew I didn't want to be anywhere else.

       *MY POINT OF VEIW!!!*

 I pulled away from Smith and layed my head on his shoulder. I just agreed to be his girlfriend. This was a HUGE step for me. I still remember my husband, Erik, dying.....

"You may kiss the bride," and that he did. Erik picked me up and twirled me around. I was laughing. The light rain fell down on that warm June weekend. My dress was white (natrally) and it was a floor-length tube top with sparkles all over. I never felt more beautiful. Erik was in a regular tux, but he wore my favorite studded belt (we were both emo), which made me laugh when I saw him as I was walking down the aisle As we ran down the aisle, I felt my closest friends jump on me. I fell onto a chair. Yeah, it hurt a little, but right then I didn't give a shit.

"You just got hitched!" my closest friend Kristin shouted.

"I know!" I replied excitedly. I turned to look at Erik. He had the sweetest, clearest green eyes you ever saw. He leaned over and teanderly kissed me. I returned the favor. Erik leaned his fore head on my chin.

"I love you, October."

"I love you, too, Erik." He looked up at me and smiled. We were so happy that day. We were taking a risk, too, marring so young. I was 19 and he was 20. We were going to the same collage, too. But starting a family was the LAST thing on our minds, we were both in the band Broken Hearts and Poisoned Roses. So our life was going great.

"Hey, let's dance our asses off!" Mariah suggested.

"Yeah!" everyone else shouted.

 "Okay, okay," Erik said. "But remember, WE get the first dance."

"Okay." I remember the exact song we danced to: I Caught Fire, by The Used. That was both of our's favorite love song. I layed my head on his shoulder. It was still raining, but we both liked it that way. We loved the rain. By the time the song was over, the rain got colder and harder, though.

"We've got to go!" Shelly shouted, "A storm is heading this way!"

"Let's meet at the old highschool!" I yelled back. Principal Benner decided to leave the gym dorr unlocked for us that night. All of our friends piled into the stretch limo, while Erik and I went to the little car that Erik's dad's friend drove for us. Neither of our parents were too happy with us getting married. But Vincent was happy for us, because he got married young, too (and still has his wife), so he decided to drive for us.

It started to rain really hard then. We were about three miles away when we heard tires squeal. An uncontroled SUV was coming straight for us. But Vincent couldn't pull away in time. The vehicle hit Erik's side of the car. My head hit the door's window and I was instanrly knocked out.

I woke up in a hospital several hours later. I moaned in pain, caused by my head.

"Oh my God, she's alive!" I heard a familiar voice say. I couldn't put a name or a face to that voice so I turned my head over. I instantly recognized Kristin's black hair with red streaks.

"Kristin?" I barely could get out.

"Yes, October?" I could tell she had been crying.

"What happened?"

"Well, babe..." she cryed some more before she could get it out. Shelly came behind her and place a hand on her shoulder. She was crying too.

"Yeah?" right then I remembered Erik and I just gotten married. "Where's Erik?!?" I was extremly frightened. A new wave of tears hit Kristin. I tried to get out of the bed, but my leg was badly hurt. By then, I was crying, too.

"Where is he?" I screamed at them.

"October.." Shelly started, but couldn't finish. She took a deep breath and started again. "October, you and Erik were hit by a drunk driver. You are badly hurt, and Erik... hun, Erik didn't make it. I'm so sorry."

"What?" I choked out. "But... but..." I sputtered

"October...." Kristin tried again, but didn't make it. I was speachless, so I did all I could do at that time, I cried with Shelly and Kristin.

"Hey, baby, you okay?" Smith asked, breaking my thoughts. I didn't realize my eyes had misted over.

"Yeah, I'm fine! I just need to get a sneeze out," I lied.

"Oh, I hate it when that happens!" Ray told us.

"I know!" I agreed. Smith was laughing and so was everyone alse, so I knew they took the lie. Everyone but Kristin. She knows better. I fingered my wedding ring, which hung on a chain around my neck. She nodded and looked over at Davey. I looked at Smith, who was talking with Hunter about some guy's pants. I thought about telling him about Erik, but decided against it. I yawned and put my head on Smith's shoulder. I'll tell him later, when we're alone, I thought as I drifted off to sleep.

SHELLY'S POINT OF VIEW!!!!!

When we FINALLY got to the back of the stage, all I could do was stare at Bob. He was SO f***in' amazing. I actually learned to play drums because of him, even though I play guitar.

"We'll it's after midnight," Adam interupted my thoughts.

"Dude, are you serious?!?" I heard October exclaim.

"Yeah, dead serious," replied Mikey.

"Dude ya'll wanna go to effin' Starbucks?" asked Mariah. Gerard looked at Davey, Jade looked at Mikey, Ray looked at Adam, Frankie, Hunter and Bob all looked at each other.

"Dude, I would so go out with you!" October said in the silence. Smith and October looked at the rest of us. October raised her hands in frustrasion.

"OH MY GOD! YA'LL ALL JUST HAD TO STUT UP AT THE SAME TIME!" she yelled. We all laughed at her, including Smith.

"Sucks for you!" Robert shouted.

"Would ya'll shut up?!?" October yelled again. Smith just leaned over and kissed her tenderly on the neck. She turned her head and kissed him on the lips. Everyone just sucked in a breath at the same time. Blushing, I looked at Bob, and to my surprise, he was looking at me, too. We both quickly looked away. October was the first to pull away from Smith. She leaned her head against his shoulder; Smith layed his head lightly on hers. Again, I looked at Bob and again he was already looking at me. I blushed. He blushed, too, which really surprised me.

"Well," said Kristin, "How 'bout that!" October and Smith just looked at her. October stuck her tounge out.

"Oh, that's mature!" Davey told her. So she stuck her tounge out at him.

"So, you wanna go to Starbucks?" Robert asked.

"Can we, can we?" Smith asked Davey, going down to his knees. "Please?"

"You guys want to?" Davey asked Adam, Jade, and Hunter.

"Sure," they replied.

"You?" he asked My Chemical Romance. They looked at each other, shrugged and nodded.

"Yea!" squealed Smith. He took October's hand.

"You don't need coffee." she said kissing his cheek. He stuck his tounge out at her.

"Oh, that's mature!" she mimicked Davey. Everyone laughed. We walked out to the tour buses. October, Kristin, Adrianna, Robert, and Ebony rode with AFI. Jean, Mariah, Rebacca, Samantha, and I rode with MCR. Guess who I got to sit by? That's right. Bob.

     *KRISTIN'S POINT OF VIEW*

    Walking to the backstage took forever. They're were SO many people there.

"AFI's awesome, but they aren't THIS good!" Robert said.

"Shut the fuck up, Bobert," October told him.

" SOMEONE'S got PMS. And don't call me Bobert! "

"Bobert, Bobert!!" Adrianna, October, and I all said at the same time.

"Hey, we're almost there," said Maria.

"'Bout time!" October and I exclaimed at the same time. We just smiled at each other. We past a guy with a black mohawk with green tips. He said hey and checked me out.

"Hey, hey," October teased.

"Shut the fuck up."

"I'm not the only one with PMS."

"Hey, that was last week!"

"EW!!!" Robert yelled.

"Oh, come on!" I replyed. Just then we finally got to the door of the backstage. We showed our passes and the gaurd let us in. Everyone one was doing their own thing, but the only person I focused on was wearing his usual head band. Davey Havok.