October 24, 2007

Welcome to Decemberunderground (pt 24 YAY SHELLY'S B-DAY!!!)

*SHELLY'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

"Happy Birthday to you, happy Birthday to you..." Davey lead our group in song for me. We were outside of the tourbus after a consert. I felt so, so happy.

"Blow out your candles!" October said excitedly. She was sitting on Smith's lap.

"Yeah," the others agreed. I nodded.

"Okay, I will," and I shut my eyes, made a wish with all of my heart, and let out a stream of breath to conquer the candles.

"What'd you wish for?" Kristin asked. Davey was sitting right beside her.

"Oh, come on, you know that I can not tell you, or else it won't come true!" I told them as if they asked me to give up the Holy Grail.

"You're not any fun!" October said.

"Your face!" I responded. And she chucked a peice of cake at me. I gasped. And then threw one back. And so started the food fight. Then we all decided that food throwing was not fun enough for us, which led to the wrestling. Ray, Mikey, and were all on me. Kristin was tackling Davey.  I sighed happily.

"I love you guys!" I said.

"Aww, we loveth you as well." October responded, pulling me into a tight hug.

"GROUP HUG!" Smith yelled. And then we felt all of everyon'es arms squeezing us. And even I wouldn't get a hand on my birthday wish, I couldn't want anything more than what I had.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHELLIKENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Posted on 10/24/2007 9:12 PM Comments (3)

October 21, 2007

If You Show Me Heaven, I Will Meet You There. (pt2)

*KRIS'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

I absolutly could NOT belive that October had gotten a hand on those tickets! I mean, I write for the local newspaper, Kristin worked at Everyone's Beautiful, which is her own beauty parlor, and October own her own boutique called The Darker Side of it All, which has dark, gothic clothes, make-up, hair accesories, and jewelry. We all really like it. Before it was October's, it was some nail place that didn't get any buisness. So October got it. 

"Hey, Kris?" October called out from here room.

"Hey, what?" I answered, sipping my coffee. October poked her head over the corner and asked, "Have you seen my red-and-black-checkered Vans?" I thought
 for a couple seconds.

"No, actually, I haven't. But your purple-and-black ones are under your bed."

"Oh, okay, I guess those will work." She shrugged and walked off.

"Hey, October?"

"Yeah?"

"Will you go ahead and wake up Kristin?"

"Will do!"

"Thankies!" I sipped some more of my warm, tasty coffee. I wonder if Jade drinks coffee. I thought, randomly. I laughed out loud at my strange thought.

"What?" October asked coming into the room. She was wearing her black AFI zip-up hoodie, zipped up to her breast, her black Breast Cancer shirt that read "Pink Ribbon", her black jeans with a rip below the right knee, and her Vans. I laughed a little and shook my head a bit.

"Oh, nothing!"

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!*

"Hey, Kristin?" Someone was saying softly and shaking my shoulder. I groaned and turned over. It was October.

"Hey, you have to go to work in an hour." I looked at my watch, which (surprise, surprise) had Davey Havok on it. October bought it for me for Christmas. It read 10:00.

"No." I said and covered my face with my blanket. October laughed.

"Yes," she said walking out of the room. I stayed in bed for a little while longer. Then I got up, made my bed, got dressed in my Medic Droid t-shirt, black skinny-jeans, and a pair of shoes that October designed for me that were red-and-black-checkered and had the AFI logo on the top. I loved them, because they were the one of the three only pairs of shoes like them. Kris, her and I had them, except for Kris's were pink-and-black and October's were black-and-purple. So, basically, these shoes were a one-of-a-kind. I smiled as I pulled them on. I went to the mirror and and laughed because October put a sticky-note on there that said, 'I love you more than you love Davey!'. She was ALWAYS doing things like that for me and Kris. Then I put my hair into pig-tails. I usually do that for work, though I don't know why. It's not like I have to or anything.

"'Bye, Kristin!" Kris called from the living room.

"'Bye! Hey, wait- Is October still here?" I asked, running into the room.

"Nah, she had to fly, that's why she left you a sticky-note"she respoded, looking at her watch, "Ooh, gotta go!" She informed me and headed toward the door.

"Be ready for tonight!" she reminded me as she closed the door behind her. Then I remembered.

We were going to the Blaqk Audio consert tonight!


 


Posted on 10/21/2007 6:06 PM Comments (1)

October 13, 2007

TAG!!

IDK if this has to be in order, so it is not, k??

10. Powerman 5000

9 Aiden

8 30 Seconds to Mars

7 Fall Out Boy

6. Panic! At The Disco

5.The Used

4. Queen

3. Green Day

2. My Chemical Romance (!!!)

1. AFI (!!!)


Posted on 10/13/2007 6:19 PM Comments (2)

October 7, 2007

If You Show Me Heaven, I Will Meet You There. (pt1)

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"I can't belive you got a hold of these!" Kris screamed at me.

"Hey, hey-I know you wanna see 'em, but please don't blow out my eardrums!" I answered, covering my ears.

"Wait 'till Kristin sees these!"

"See what?" Kristin asked, yawning. It was 11:32 in the morining, and she was just waking up. She had on Plow-pop pj pants and an AFI shirt. Kris had on booty shorts with hearts on them and a purple spagetti-strap. I had on Nightmare Before Christmas pj shorts and a My Chemical Romance shirt that didn't cover my belly-button. We were all in the apartment we share. We have been great friends since we were all teenagers. Kris is the oldest, I was in the middle, and Kristin is the baby in our "family". She was only a year younger than me. I held up the items in my hand to show her. Her eyes widened instantly.

"You got tickets to Blaqk Audio?!?" She screamed just as loud as Kris. I nodded. She ran over and tackled me. Kris joined in. We all tumbled around for a while untill we heard a knock on the door.

"Come in!" I answered. The manager, Jakob, walked in. He saw us three sprawled out on the floor and raised an eyebrow. We laughed.

"I've gotten quite a few complaints from other tennants," he informed us in his formal, British accent. We laughed even harder.

"We are sorry, we just got excited," Kris told him.

"Well, please don't scream bloody murder," he said.

"Will do!" I said, saluting. Jakob laughed, closing the door behind him. We huddled together and giggled from excitement.

 



Posted on 10/07/2007 4:02 PM Comments (8)

Welcome to Decemberunderground. (pt26)

THIS ONE IS DEDICATED TO KRISTIN AND SHELLY!!!!

 

*MY POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"So I was all like, 'Uh, I don't think so!' and she DARED to say, 'Don't go there girlfriend!' I was all like, 'Uh-uhh! Oh, no she didn't!" Adrianna entertained us with her preppy voice on the bus to Sacramento. She was sitting on Jade's lap. We all laughed, and Davey choked on his coffee.

"Dude it wasn't that funny!" Kristin said as Davey continued to cough to get his coffee down.

"Haha, Dave's dying!" Smith joked around. I was sitting on his lap. I leaned my head up and kissed him.

"What was that for?" he asked. I shrugged.

"IDK!"

"Works for me!" he responded leaning forward and kissing me passionately. We kissed for a while .

"You guys need air you know." Kristin informed us. I pulled away from Smith's lips and looked at her.

"Don't go there girlfriend!" I told her in a preppy voice. The driver, Josh, started to pull over the bus. We were already there.

"Woo-hoo!" shouted Smith "Another show, a new memory!"

 

*SHELLY'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

"Feel that power, whoa, ho ho, feel that power, whoa ho!" Davey and Gerard's voices sang Totalimmortal together. Our group watched from backstage. THEY were watching the two bands. I was watching Bob. I still thought he was every bit as beautiful as he was when I first started to like My Chemical Romance. I also thought how mean-hearted he was for telling me it wouldn't work. We didn't even try!! Why would he do that to me!? I thought. I felt all my anger bubble up inside me. I left and went to the bathroom and cryed. Hard. I heard a soft knock at the door. October walked in.

"Hey, babes, what's goin' on?" She asked me softly, pulling me into a hug.

"Bob and I kissed at the store that time we all went a few weeks back, and that day when I ran and hurt me leg, he told me it wouldn't work out. That's why I went for a run."

"Oh, babes, it's gonna be fine." October consoled me.

"No it won't! I wouln't end up with Bob! Everyone gets their happy ending, but me!" I cryed even hard. I felt like such a baby! I couldn't belive I was spilling tears over a GUY! I've never done that!

"I can't belive he did this to you!" October said.

"You know what?" I asked her.

"Huh?"

"He isn't worth my tears. He isn't worth it at all!"

"Damn straight!" We high-fived and I pretended to be over Bob. Even though I wasn't.

 

 

*KRISTIN'S POINT OF VEIW!!!*

"You did great, as always!" I said as I jumped into Davey's arms. I regreted it instantly.

"Eww! You're sweaty!" I shouted.

"Haha, yeah, jumpin' all over that stage could be considered a work out!" he told me.

"May I have another hug?" he asked me.

"How 'bout NO?" I answered. He grinned devilishly.

"Don't you dare David Anthony Marchand!" But he did dare. He started to chase me. I ran as fast as my legs would go, but he was faster. He caught up to me a flung his arms around me and we both fell over. We both started to laugh.

"I hate you!" I said.

"No you don't." he laughed as he got up and held his hand out to me. I took it and he pulled me up. I laughed a little a fell into him arms. I didn't care about the sweat, I just wanted to feel his arms around me. We both watched Adrianna walk over to Jade and kiss him.

"You did great, hun." she told him.

"Can I have a hug?" he asked.

"Not with all that sweat, no!" she exclaimed, but hugged him anyway. Smith and October stared at Davey and me.

"You guys are dorks," October said.

"Yep!" I laughed, looked up into Davey's eyes. I loved them; they were a beautiful, dark brown.

"K, peeps, load into the buses, 'cause we've got another show tomorrow!" Smith commanded.

 





Posted on 10/07/2007 10:37 AM Comments (4)

October 6, 2007

New Blaqk Audio fanfic and updates on my life!

Okay people, so I'm starting a new fanfic! It's a new Blaqk Audio one. Here is the information you need to know:

Kristin Quinn:


Age: 21 Kristin and I have been best friends for eight years. She now has black hair with alternating red and purple streaks. She has the black lip ring on the left side of her bottom lip that all three of us got together as a friendship sign.

Kris Halpayne:

Age: 26 Kris is a good, mutual friend of Kristin and I. She is short, has blue eyes, and blonde hair with pink streaks. She has the black lip ring the right of her bottom lip. Her ex-boyfriend was abusive and will not leave her alone. She will end up with Jade.

 

October Smith (me):

Age: 22 I have blue eyes and black har with alternating red and purple streaks. Kristin and I got it done together. My dad molested me for a few years. I'll end up with Smith.

How we met:  Kirstin and Kris are both VERY good frinds of mine. We all met on buzznet and then went to an AFI consert to meet each other when we were still teenagers. We've been roomates and unsepirable ever since.

Davey:


Jade:


Smith:



 

 


 


Posted on 10/06/2007 8:18 PM Comments (2)

October 3, 2007

This is seriously fXucked up!

Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends

"Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his
Their breathe spirts weep
"Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps

His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away;
their grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned

I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
"Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?

His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but im not fast
"O Daddy please, i love you"

His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground

I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
"O Daddy please you win you win!"

I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
"Daddy your hurting me please"
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg

Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tieing my hands together; moving in and out
"Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans

They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide well
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside

I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
Theyve already made me hurt and bleed

I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?

Finally they get off and lie me on the sofa
My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
They play with them selfs; all over me
Rub it in; making me feel the shame

"Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
"Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
"Is that all you have in your heart to say?"

He puts my nightie on me
he walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more

"Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace


I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
"Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because im so scared he wanted more

But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot

I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
"Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight

I begged daddy "Please no more!"
All he could say "Shut up you stupid piece of SHIT!"
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said, "I love you so much"

He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
"Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
I was dead
After only one swing..........................


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Posted on 10/03/2007 6:07 PM Comments (9)

October 1, 2007

Welcome to Decemberunderground. (pt25 I know I didn't put 24, but that was for a reason [You'll see why later]!!)

*BOB'S POINT OF VEIW!!!!!*

I felt lower than shit. Even after we found out Shelly was going to be fine, that she just needed a cast for a few weeks. I can't belive I was the one who had hurt her. It is three days after she woke up, but she barley speaks to me unless she has to. Everyone has notice, but hasn't said anything. I've tryed to reason with her, but she won't let me. I hate getting the cold shoulder, especially from her. I don't know why I felt this way. Maybe this would've worked out and we would've been together for a while. Who knows? But it isn't going to happen now.

"We have to go in an hour," Davey's voice trailed into the hotel room. He had just gotten out of the shower and so far only got his jeans on.

"Hey," he sat down beside me.

"Hmm?" I responded, not looking him in the eye.

"What's going on with you and Shelly?"

"Nothing!" I responded too quickley.

"That's a lie."

"No it's not." I stood up angrily.

"Hey, it's just me- Just Davey."

"Okay, but I'll tell you after the show, I don't feel like it now." I grabbed my drumsticks and left before he had a chance to reply.

*DAVEY'S POINT OF VEIW!!*

I knew something was up with Bob and Shelly, but I had absouluty no idea what. I felt soft arms wrap around my stomache. A smile formed across my face. I didn't have to see who it was. It was Kristin.

"Hello, Kristin!" I said happily.

"How'd you know it was me!?" she asked incridiculusly.

"You and Jade are the only people who wrap their arms around me. And your arms aren't very hairy, so that knocks out Jade and leaves you," I said as I turned in her arms and hugged her. I loved the smell of her hair. It was pear-y. She laughed when I finished my explination. I loved her laugh as well.

"Are you ready for the consert?" I asked her.

"Haha, I don't know, are YOU?" she teased with me. She looked into my eyes.

"I want a cookie!" Jade announced his presence. He looked at Kristin and I in each other arms.

"Woah! Bad timing?"

"Not really, but very random timing!" Kristin answered.

"Haha," I laughed,"THAT is very true."

"Hey, what happened to your "all-Nerds-diet"? she asked him. Letting go of me and hugging him.

"I got tired of 'em. Now I'm on a all-cookie-diet!"

"Haha, we'll see how long this last!" Kristin declared and returned to my arms. I gladly embraced her.
She was truly beautiful.

"PEOPLE!" Smith yelled, "LET'S HIT THE ROAD--AGAIN!"


 

 


 


Posted on 10/01/2007 8:16 PM Comments (7)
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Short curly hair.
A little dark... but I think it's kinda sexy if I may so myself.
Close up. .
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